kyarorain: (korosensei)
2017-07-06 06:28 am
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I got some random submission on Tumblr asking me what was up with all the fucked up shit I've written. WTF. Anonymous too. >_> That really bothered me... I already feel pretty self-conscious about writing and posting dark stuff in the first place, I don't need people shaming me for it. ._.

So what if I've written dark fanfiction? Besides, assuming they were talking about my Golden Sun fanfiction, there's only like one particularly fucked up fic (Twisted). Everything else is pretty normal... because I deleted most of my more fucked up fanfiction years ago.

It doesn't even matter how much humour or romance I write, huh? Write one or two dark fanfiction and that's all you'll be remembered for. Yay. '.' I don't want to be remembered for writing dark or edgy fanfic. I want to be remembered for the humour. ._.

But still... what's wrong with writing darker stuff once in a while? My mind goes dark places sometimes. I can find writing dark stuff pretty cathartic. Sometimes I just want to write dark stuff, dammit. Is that really the worst thing in the world? So what if I write something gory or violent or whatever?

I haven't written anything particularly dark or disturbing for Golden Sun in like a decade, jesus. It's all been pretty tame since then. I don't know why people are getting on my case over it. Leave me alone. I'll write whatever the hell I want.

Clearly, I need to write stupendous crack. I should write fucked up shit... of the crack kind. LOL.

Maybe I overreacted a bit, but I tend to feel really self-conscious about it. I don't really like it when people judge others for writing dark or controversial stuff. Why should we have to write super happy fluffy sunshiny shit full of rainbows and flowers and sappy crap all the time. Can't we be allowed to explore the darker realms of our imaginations once in a while?

... Okay, I'm done ranting, now I'm going to just stop giving a shit and write whatever, maybe. Yup. Who cares what people think. Magikazam~!
kyarorain: (Colette Brunel)
2017-06-12 07:49 am
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So, what have I been up to lately?

Hmm. I bought the three Tales games on Steam, when Tales of Berseria finally went on sale. ("finally" despite it only having been on Steam for a couple months or so... what can I say, I'm impatient.) Will probably play Zestiria at some point despite the flaws. I've already read an LP and watched the anime, so I'm already familiar with it.

Must support the release of Tales games on Steam. There's going to be a Tales game on the Switch. Probably a port. I'd love it to be Vesperia PS3 version and for it to get localized, but that's pretty unlikely to happen. Sob.

Berseria is so good. The cast interactions, the skits, the characters, it's all so good. Much, much better than Zestiria. I really enjoyed this game.

Magilou is unquestionably best girl. Velvet is awesome too.

The best guy is of course Eizen. What a dork. Yay Eizen <3

I love pretty much the whole cast. And the NPCs... Dyle and Kurogane, etc, yup, they are all great... though Kamoana is soooo annoying x_x Apparently Dyle and Medissa marry after the game events and adopt Kamoana man that's just so <3

I wonder if they took in Orthie and Russ too. I hope so.

And the beetle... what happened to the beetle, I wonder.

I also like how sidequests were unmissable and you didn't have to do all sorts of arbitrary bullshit within tiny timeframes to complete sidequests and such. I think I remember one sidequest in Abyss that literally opens upon entering Eldrant and is locked off after seeing a certain scene in Eldrant. I mean, who's going to go into the final dungeon, walk around a bit and then leave to look for sidequests? I missed some sidequests on my initial playthrough too...

So, yeah, it's good that Berseria did away with this bullshit. I'm looking forward to the next Tales game.
kyarorain: (Little Busters)
2017-02-14 07:09 am
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Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day... a.k.a. Dakimakura Appreciation Day.

I'm going to behave myself this year. '.' One thing I'll definitely not be doing is drinking an entire 75cl bottle of champagne. >_> That's just too much. What am I, an alcoholic? Jeez.

Instead, I have a 20cl bottle of rose champagne. Mmm. :9 I'm gonna eat pizza, drink champagne, and snuggle up with my Kyousuke dakimakura. Aww, yeah~ And I'm even going to listen to that Youtube video where Midorikawa sings "Can you feel the love tonight" because I am a giant fucking nerd. ... I so like to imagine Kyousuke singing it to Riki. It's fun.

I wish there was a Kyousuke route... hell, just give me an entire VN all about Riki dating Kyousuke and doing lovey dovey stuff with him. Not gonna happen, is it... sigh. Of course not.

I'd like to see VA release something for Little Busters's 10th anniversary. No, Kud Wafter anime does not count. (That's in financial planning, apparently, so I wouldn't expect to see it until next year. And considering Kud Wafter is shit, I'm sure it will be shit... I'll watch it anyway for Riki. And because I'm a Keyfag.)

Little Busters should be on Steam sometime in spring... hopefully. Man, I wish spring would come already. Not much longer now...

So, uh, what else to talk about... hmm, well, the subject of hentai doujinshi featuring minors came up somewhere and somebody linked this article

Reading the UK section is legitimately terrifying. o_o; I actually bought some Pokémon doujinshi years ago and some of it turned out to be hentai. I genuinely didn't realise they would be hentai... I bought them because I loved the artist's style. And Ash looked even younger than he does in the anime... where he's ten years old... he wasn't actually confirmed to still be ten and eternally ten until the beginning of Best Wishes/Black & White. Then I stopped writing Pokémon smut completely, because, uhhh. Yeah. Couldn't think of him as a teenager anymore.

I dodged a huge bullet there. Gulp. I honestly had no idea that drawings/comics depicting minors involved in sexual activities was illegal at the time. ._. Scary... I'm betting customs wouldn't have accepted "I didn't know it was illegal" as an excuse.

It's stupid, really.
kyarorain: (Karis)
2016-12-14 03:49 pm
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Golden Sun: The Lost Age ending screencaps

Let's try out this Dreamwidth image thing.

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kyarorain: (Karis)
2016-10-03 07:06 am
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Twitter reposts

I ended up not really using my private Twitter account after all. Balancing the accounts was a pain anyhow, so I'm moving the tweets over here.

(not that there's much of value in there ahahahahaha)

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kyarorain: (Little Busters)
2016-08-16 03:26 pm
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Waiting woes

 Man, I feel so sick of waiting. -.- When will Little Busters be released on Steam already? Wish they would give us more updates instead of just telling us soon. And please don't release it out of nowhere like with Tomoyo After... at least give me enough time to chill a bottle of champagne. :p Though, really, I'm gonna want to buy it and play it right away, so alcohol would cheapen the experience. But, it's something worth celebrating... well, as long as I don't drink too much champagne, it's fine. I love champagne. Mmm. 

In two months, it will have been a year since it was announced to be coming to Steam. I didn't expect it to be this long... x_x

Oh well. I'm used to waiting. 

Will Golden Sun 4 ever come out? Who the hell knows.

I actually got off my lazy butt and updated a bit. Well, okay, I finished the hidden scene page which was up there, half finished, for ages because I uploaded it while switching hosts. >.> The site went through two host switches before I finished the page. How sad. Now I'm considering having the profiles section be one page after all. I'm too lazy to do multiple profile pages. 13 pages is a lot. Anyway, nobody's going to my site for character profiles. >_> 

I'm really not doing much with the site, huh? Ahahahaha... oh well. Can't really think of much to do with it. Most of the important stuff is already done.

And I'm supposed to be doing this big update to TAOW... eventually. I'm still deciding what to do next... to get a domain or not to get a domain... I need to make a decision already.
kyarorain: (Maya Fey)
2016-06-08 10:06 am
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Reveal when?

 So, Ace Attorney 6 comes out soon. Better hustle down and try to avoid spoilers. I managed to avoid spoilers for 5 somehow. With 4, I was just lapping up spoilers like there was no tomorrow. There's plenty to keep me occupied until September *glances at huge Steam backlog* So I think I'll be able to wait.

It would be nice if Apollo and Trucy could finally find out they are siblings, otherwise I'm going to be convinced Thalassa is just a sick, twisted individual waiting to see if genetic sexual attraction happens. Seriously, it's dangerous for people to not know they are related. Not having grown up together makes it even worse.

I don't get what her deal is anyway. Why has she not told Trucy she's alive, FFS? I think Trucy would like to know her mother is alive and well. Apollo might appreciate knowing at least one of his biological parents is alive too. Why was he in an orphanage anyway? He's what, 7 years older than Trucy, and Trucy was with her mother until she was how old? That's plenty of time in which Thalassa could have been rearing Apollo herself so, why? Can they please just explain all this shit already.

It was honestly a dumb plot twist to begin with anyway, with a dumb reveal, and Apollo and Trucy still don't even know... it's been two years already. If I was Phoenix, I'd be like 'enough is enough', tell Thalassa to stop being a dumb bitch, and just tell them already before Trucy's old enough for Apollo to be attracted to her without practically being a pedophile at the same time. She's still just 17 in Spirit of Justice, I think.

Honestly, I think Thalassa's worse than Misty Fey. Misty wasn't exactly a model mother, disappearing on her kids when one of them was only two years old, but at least she had an excuse. Thalassa had the amnesia thing, sure, but you know, that amnesia kinda went away at the same time the plot twist was revealed so she hasn't had an excuse for the past two years. 

Please, for the love of God, just let them find out already.

(Of course, I really don't expect the writers to have Apollo and Trucy fall for each other, that's absurd, but it needs to be just brought out in the open already. And maybe we can get an explanation for Apollo's backstory while we're at it.)
kyarorain: (Default)
2016-06-04 09:28 am
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 Sigh. So much for that Tumblr tag renaissance... now that I had finally got the url 'kyarorain' on Tumblr, I wanted to descend upon the tag with... well, stuff, I guess. But... that clickbait spam, oh god, the clickbait spam. Ugh. T_T It's ruining Tumblr... 

Implying Tumblr was capable of getting worse... >_>

They've been hitting the Golden Sun tag, and now they've hit the Little Busters tag again. I hate the shitty clickbait spam so much, there are so many blogs posting them and it's just too many to block. 

Saw someone from nasty fandom on Golden Sun tag, ew, but I blocked them so need to worry. I didn't freak out or anything, I just calmly blocked them. \O/ I'm getting better, I think. Since I've blocked them, there's no need to worry about seeing them on the tag.

Anyway, it just feels pointless to post anything on the tag while it's drowning in clickbait posts. Tumblr will get round to deleting them eventually, I suppose, but, eh., Well, the Golden Sun tag's not exactly the liveliest tag on Tumblr so it isn't that big a deal. 

I prefer to do my GS blogging on Dreamwidth anyway. 

kyarorain: (korosensei)
2016-04-27 10:59 am
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Sucky website host

 Okay, wow. This website host I was using for the past year or so actually deleted some (admittedly a little on the large size) files I had on the server, for my downloads page on >< and they didn't even tell me. I know I uploaded them because the FTP log file told me. I don't even know when they were deleted. I've had broken download links on my site for fuck knows how long... as if having a half finished page on my site didn't already make me look like enough of a dumbass. T.T 

Little Busters CGs - 193 MB
Little Busters backgrounds - 99 MB
Little Busters portraits - 252 MB

They weren't even that big, and they are only images. It's not like I uploaded the OST or anything.

There were also 3 days until my hosting runs out and they hadn't even sent me a notification email yet. That's kinda bad. Well, they clearly don't seem to want my money, so I'll just go elsewhere. What kind of shitty host just deletes your files without even telling you, geez. That is so not cool. 

With the cancellation, and will also go down... I'll register elsewhere and get the sites back up... eventually. >_>

Site hosting roulette is getting really old... wouldn't it be nice if I could just pick a host and stick to it already? 

Ahh, I'm so bored. T_T Maybe I'll do some fanfic writing. Got an Ace Attorney oneshot and a Golden Sun prompt fic for wtf27 to finish off, let's do that, shall we? 

kyarorain: (Karis)
2016-04-12 08:57 pm
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I'm crawling an archive of my old Livejournal which doesn't exist anymore. There's not a lot of Golden Sun mentioned in here... unfortunately my early years on LJ were spent talking more about real life than about fandoms. Might as well post the few mentions I can find here.


Wednesday, September 11th, 2002

Bleh... o_o' not much happening, just being bored and looking at Golden Sun FAQs... *pokes them* Golden Sun is fab... but that Fusion Dragon at the end is tough >_< Gotta level up... Im too damn lazy to level up by battling... -_-'

Thursday, October 17th, 2002


*jumps for joy*

I wonder when GS2 is coming out? o_o'

Sunday, July 27th, 2003

I beat Golden Sun: The Lost Age yesterday o.o Wow, I beat it quicker than Golden Sun ^^' The first time anyway, now I can beat the first game in about 5, 6 hours ;)

...I hope a third Golden Sun is made soon! *hopes*


Yes, it took me a really long time to beat Golden Sun. >_> When did I buy the game? Um. Good question. I *think* I bought it in the summer of that year, maybe... it was a long time ago. That journal where I saw Golden Sun mentioned for the first time was deleted forever ago and it's not on the Wayback Machine, which is a little sad.

Ah, so adorable, hoping a third Golden Sun would come out soon... seven years. Seven fucking years.

I beat Dark Dawn in early December 2010. Didn't take long. It would be pretty ridiculous if it did. >.> (but... Chaos Chimera is tough T_T) And that was... six years ago. Sigh. Still no Golden Sun 4. Maybe this year will be the year. Or next year.
kyarorain: (Karis)
2016-02-28 05:12 pm
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Isn't being cruel to your favourite characters just so fun? Man, the things I've done to them... ahaha ^^; I love writing fanfiction. Fanfiction is my passion. I just enjoy writing about characters other people created, that's all. I've tried dabbling in original fiction and... it's just not the same, at all.

How long have I been writing now? Gosh... @_@ I think I started with Sonic, back when I was like 12-13. I'd rather not talk about my old Sonic fanfiction. There was another fandom too I'd rather not mention. Then there was Pokémon... man, some of my old Pokémon fics... let's see, I had "Rising Darkness", which was set in a dark future a la Pokémon Master and involved Professor Ivy being an evil bitch who made some kind of dark and powerful Pokémon. ... I did recycle that idea for Dark Hearts anyway. Come on, Brock freaking out at her name was totally suss D: ... and, uh, there was a fic where Gary killed Ash's Pikachu during a battle because Gary is a jerk hur dur and Ash was going to kill himself but Misty saved him with the power of TRU WUB. Bleh. Honestly, there's not much to say about my old Pokémon fics... they were mostly bog standard badfics. Though I remember once writing a particularly disturbing fic about May and Max that I quickly deleted. Um. The less said about that, the better.

Then there was Golden Sun. Oh man, Golden Sun. I wrote so many fics for Golden Sun. Kinda sad most of my really old fics don't exist anymore... I'd like to at least have them around for the lulz. One of my first fics was a diary fic. Yes. A diary fic. >_> How original. I also had a high school AU in the works that I remember nothing about. It didn't get very far.

I actually had the idea of a fanfic which would involve the Uranus, Neptune, Pluto and Saturn lighthouses and they were down Gaia Falls. >_> Yeah. x_x

I committed a lot of fanfic crimes, really. Draco in Leather Pants, Ron the Death Eater, blah blah blah... I never had Mary Sues at least. I never did like OCs. Though, I'd totally create OCs who were evil now and then, and pretty much just evil for the sake of being evil. Boring. And sometimes they would be plain vanilla human beings who would somehow be capable of taking down people with magical powers. Yeah. How often did I have Adepts forgetting they could use Psynergy? T_T Way too often.

Anyway... I think that's enough reminiscing. But, man... I've written so much and done so much I'm ashamed of. But I still love writing fanfiction, even if I'm older now. I don't ever want to stop. Just because I'm (almost) 29, I don't plan to stop anytime soon. I love writing fanfiction too much.

Now if only I could just get off my ass and get back to being productive. x_x
kyarorain: (Karis)
2016-02-19 09:12 am
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Embarrassed by old fanfiction

Sometimes I am so embarrassed by my old Golden Sun fanfiction, I don't even want to look at them. orz Like right now... I was thinking about how is run by jackasses who do stupid shit like fuck up the formatting in your fanfiction. For example, I saw something in a Golden Insanity chapter about exclamation mark abusers, except the part where the exclamation marks had been abused had been reduced to a single exclamation mark. Ugh. And they fucked up the scene dividers too...

Also, they had an intense hatred of asterisks for some bizarre reason. I like using asterisks as scene dividers too... I think they stopped eating asterisks, but I'm not sure, and now I'm wondering if there are missing scene change markers in my old Golden Sun fanfiction, but, uh, I'm so embarrassed by my fics right now I don't really want to check. OTL

God knows what else might have mucked up.

There's one other instance I can think of... in my fic that poked fun at Mudshippers, I had a conversation between Isaac and Mia in which Isaac was speaking mostly in ellipses, and ate the ellipses. I was able to put them back in though.

I just don't get why even does this. It's fucking stupid. I could go on forever about all the things wrong with Archive of our Own is so much better. I love AO3. <3

So, uh... I remember something funny about that poking fun at Mudshippers fic. It was on a sockpuppet account, by the way. One time, people in the chatbox on TAOW forums were discussing it, including a Mudshipper, and I said something like 'but doesn't the fic make fun of Mudshippers' and this Mudshipper was like 'no, read the author note carefully'

... ahahahaha. T_T;;; Hmm... true though, I wasn't *exactly* making fun of Mudshippers, more of their ridiculous logic they would use to try and prove Mudshipping. Because, seriously, it could be ridiculous at times. It wasn't just Mudshippers either, as I said in an author note in the fic itself. Steamshippers would try to use that ending graphic as proof. Aw, yeah, Ivan/Kraden, Felix/Jenna and Piers/Sheba must be canon too! \O/ Anyway, I was careful not to write anything that would piss off Mudshippers and I didn't get flamed or anything. Hell, I've written Mudshipping (and I prefer it over Valeshipping. Haha, no, Camelot, like I'm going to ship some pairing with no chemistry and only a tiny smidge of interaction just because you say it's canon... wait, that's sure as hell never stopped me from writing crack or certain obscure pairings...) I dunno. I never really liked Valeshipping for some reason. And then Dark Dawn made me ship Isaac/Garet. They were shacked up together with their kids and no spouses in sight, plus they had some awesome bickering like an old married couple interaction, how could I not ship them?!

What was I talking about again... anyway, if I ever do check my old fics, it will probably only be after imbibing large amounts of alcohol. Which is a terrible idea. Though it's impressive what I can do while drinking. I handled FFXIV pretty well while drinking for example... then I got killed during a fate, raised, and died like five minutes later because I accidentally walked into an area with level 40 monsters somehow (I was level 24) GJ, self.

... I don't even have a clue where I *was*.

Well, enough rambling now... but, yeah. Looking at my old fics can be painful. At least I won't delete them again. If I ever feel like it, I'll just remember my crushing regret and despair! \O/ Yeah, the memory of the regret and despair is enough for me not to entertain the idea ever again. God, I was such a fool... they might be terrible, but I missed them, dammit! ;~; Thank goodness I was able to recover my stories.
kyarorain: (korosensei)
2016-02-16 08:18 am
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It is a bad idea to pick random words in another language (i.e. for a title of something) if you are not entirely sure if it's the right word. Because I was such a damn weeaboo, I totally did that with the Japanese language.

Mahoutokoro is such a fucking lazy name for a Japanese magic school though, I can't even- *cough* Wait, sorry, that's not even relevant.

Ahem. I was thinking about this chapter of a long gone fanfic I titled with words for "fatal" and "end" in Japanese. Fatal was "chimei" which... looks okay. End should have been "owari", yes? It totally should have been "owari", except it wasn't. It was "hazure" which means end as in verge, boundary...


I was so bad at it back then. Actually, I had a similar thing with a Neopets account (yes, I used Neopets. No, I don't go there anymore...) which I called cazkiyaku (as in "caz rules") Except kiyaku is "rules" as in the rules you're meant to obey. x_x When something like cazsaikou would have been far more fitting. Le sigh...

I really was hopeless...

I was totally guilty of Fangirl Japanese in fanfiction too. Inuyasha, oh god, Inuyasha... x_x And it definitely slipped into my Golden Sun fanfiction once or twice. I distinctly remember putting in a "baka" somewhere. ... oh god, is that baka still there. I remember it was in a fic I ended up deleting but then I restored it from an old archive and... eh, who cares, the fic is shit regardless of instances of fangirl Japanese.

I have such a shameful past. T_T
kyarorain: (korosensei)
2016-02-07 05:26 pm
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Valentine's planning

So, one week to Valentine's Day, in which I'll celebrate with my Kyousuke dakimakura. Aw, yeah. \O/

I'm definitely going to have champagne. A whole bottle, mmm~ I have issues... getting to have champagne to myself is one of the very best things about living on my own. Not having to share it with others is wonderful. <3 Okay, I know what I'll be drinking, but what about food?

... Takeaway pizza. Hell, yes. A frigging huge takeaway pizza to help soak up the alcohol. :9 And if there's any left over, it can just go in the fridge. I love pizza. Yum yum. Biggest I can get is 12 inches. Oh well, that will be plenty. Hell, a 10 inch is too much for me sometimes. Champagne and takeaway pizza... that's... well, something.

I'm just going to have fun, piss around, play music, hug my dakimakura, drink champagne, eat pizza and... yeah. Wafuuu~!

... It's not really much different to a regular evening in my life. Oh well.

Just a little problem... I'm supposed to be at my parents' house a minute's walk away, looking after the dog. I'll figure something out. No biggie. He'll be fine. ... I can't take my dakimakura over there. >_>

Honestly, it's pretty inconvenient... I just bought Final Fantasy XIV last month and those 30 days of free time tick down even when I'm not playing, and I have to play it on the desktop. I think it's too much for my laptop. So am I going to have to pop back home every so often to play it and not waste my 30 days? Guess so. Honestly, I'm already getting a little burned out, and it aggravated my RSI so gotta take it easy.

I searched free company names in XIV and there were a bunch of companies called Little Busters. :o Unfortunately, none of them were in the world I'm currently in.
kyarorain: (Little Busters)
2016-02-02 04:15 pm
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Celebrating with a dakimakura

Ahh, my journal where I say whatever I like without a care in the world. Been a while since I last posted... Final Fantasy XIV is eating up a lot of my time. Anyway, it's February. And in two weeks, it will be Valentine's Day.

Hmm. I am seriously considering celebrating Valentine's Day with my Kyousuke dakimakura. XD Heck, I already got a bottle of champagne (Moet and Chandon) Aww yeah, champagne. ♥_♥ Yes, I am being totally serious. It's not like I have a better way to spend it... and it sucks to think people are getting together and swigging champagne. I want to drink champagne too! ;_;

Best thing about drinking champagne with a dakimakura... the dakimakura won't want any. ^_~

Dakimakuras>3d people.

2d people>3d people.

The champagne will be all mine. :9

So, I'll spend Valentine's Day with my beloved Kyousuke, drinking champagne... aww, yeah. I'm sad and pathetic and I don't give a shit.

I'm so glad we have a dakimakura of Kyousuke. <3 Male dakimakura are pretty rare as it is, and to have one for a VN/anime with a male demographic is a fucking miracle. How nice of them to actually acknowledge they have female fans.

Sure would be nice if we could have a Kyousuke figure too. But, yeah, I doubt that will happen any time soon. At least there's the dakimakura.

I also have a bottle of prosecco I've been saving for Kyousuke's birthday, eheheh. The number one bestselling prosecco on Amazon... I grabbed it in a champagne sale before Christmas because why the hell not.

I love my husbando. <3
kyarorain: (korosensei)
2015-12-27 04:21 pm
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I have a mad pizza craving right now. Maybe I'll splurge and get takeaway tonight. I saw sense and cancelled a £40 pending delivery from Tesco that was mostly just alcohol this morning. By "saw sense", I mean I had a hangover. Fuck alcohol. I'd rather spend my money on food... and hobby goods. Aw, yeah. \O/

I'm hankering after a new PC too for that matter. My PC's getting a bit run down now... I have to restart it every few days because it slows to a crawl after a while. What a pain. D:

I want to try to focus on writing. Haha, yeah right. I've been so lazy about writing lately. orz Need to get back into writing... but, man, I have such a huge backlog of VNs. My Steam backlog is getting quite impressive size-wise too. x_x

Eh, maybe I should get to it instead of rambling in this blog. >_>

This has been a pointless entry by yours truly.
kyarorain: (Karis)
2015-12-20 08:45 am
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Controversial stuff

People who try to tell you not to write certain things or that you shouldn't write them are so annoying, like, damn. You have no right to tell somebody what they can and can't write. People are free to write whatever the hell they like. Don't like incest or whatever? Then just don't read it. It's that simple.

I was reading the reviews on Golden Sun fanfics with a certain pairing last night, so yeah, that's what basically prompted this. (Why was I doing that? ... Good question. I find odd ways to pass the time.)

I remember somebody got flamed for putting incest in a fanfic... except it wasn't actually supposed to be incest, lololol. They ended up removing the fic. I dunno, people can be weird sometimes. People usually warn for it, you know.

... Usually. Not always. One time I read this smutty GS fic and it was revealed it was incest at the end. I was so mad I reported the fic. I didn't report it for being incest, I swear, I just didn't like the fact they didn't warn and apparently hadn't been in the mood for the pairing at the time either. I believe I made up for it by leaving a nice review on the fanfic when it was uploaded on MediaMiner anyway. Really, it's better to leave a review asking them to warn.

It's not fun to get squicked. :( I hate that books don't have content warnings. It's made me a bit leery of books... I got really squicked by some books once and it was just... uuuuugh. T_T Same author. I'll never read anything by them again, that's for sure.

Anyway, what was the post about...? Let's talk about my scandalous past, yay~ Seriously though, I used to be such a damn edgy fanfic writer. Like, seriously edgy. Shocking fandoms and writing controversial pairings was such a fun pasttime. On the other hand, my fanfiction was usually pretty well received. o_o I'm not sure I actually shocked anyone in the end. I also thoroughly enjoyed writing crack. I still love crack.

Golden Sun crack is the most wonderful thing in the world. <3

I should not be wanting to write a fanfic where Mia reveals the shocking truth to Rief and Nowell about who their father really is, but I totally do... huehuehue. Hell, why not. Maybe I can find a fitting prompt in wtf27. I need to get on with that and write glorious Golden Sun crack fanfiction...

Oh yeah, I managed to get the username kyarorain on Tumblr. Fucking finally. Too bad it's like three or four years late! >_> Better late than never~ \O/ Clearly, the next thing to do is drown the GS tag in crack. I haven't posted anything there in a while... Tumblr's an iffy place for me. I got driven out of a fandom once because people were mean and hurt my feelings. Not fun. ._.
kyarorain: (korosensei)
2015-12-08 12:27 pm
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Drinking sparkling wine

Whee. Consumption of sparkling wine has started... unfortunately, it's only 7% alcohol. Meh. I've got champagne and prosecco lying around, but those are being saved for "special" occasions... such as Kyousuke's birthday next year or whenever Little Busters gets released on Steam. Yes, I know, I come up with strange excuses to drink bubbly, but it's expensive. The stuff I'm drinking now was totally cheap though so it's okay to drink it for no real reason.

I drank prosecco for Kyousuke's birthday this year too. The whole bottle. It was fun. LOL, I wrote last year... it's not 2016 yet. >_>

What to do now, huh... just taking a break from reading Clannad. Maybe I should upload that history page I'm working on for my Golden Sun site already. Yeah. And make some new content... I might write the interviews on my Alphasmart NEO. My poor NEO, it's so neglected... it has a nice keyboard. I do like it. It's just... tiny screen. And having to send over USB... but I really should try to use it. I spent a hundred quid on the damn thing.

I haven't written much in ages... need to get back to that already. Will I ever finish those Kyouriki 365 prompts? I wonder...

I finished the sparkling wine. Sadness.

Okay then... maybe I'll attempt to be productive now...
kyarorain: (Karis)
2015-11-27 01:04 pm
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Huh... I really haven't been writing much lately, whoops. I need to write more and get my AO3 account to 2 million words! Yeah! \O/ Seriously... what kind of ridiculous goal, is that? But I only need about 500k more words! That's... about ten NaNoWriMos projects, isn't it? o_o

Okay, let's put that really bad Golden Sun fanfic up... j/k, I wouldn't do that. Even though I put everything else up, I don't really want to put it back up. o_o It's terrible. Besides, I don't have the patience to reupload 17 chapters of shit. Fuck that.

I'm trying to break back into writing Golden Sun fanfiction... dunno about putting them on nah, I hate That captcha login, agreeing to guidelines, everything... the site is annoying as shit. They still never even fixed that problem with links in profiles. I've even stopped updating my Little Busters fanfic on there... I just can't be bothered with x_x AO3 FTW~

I love Archive of our Own~

Anyway, I've got wtf27 prompts underway and I might attempt these Cheesy Tropes prompts. Oh, I just realised there might be some overlap since they both have High School AU prompts iirc... oh well, no harm in recycling ideas. Just do things differently~

I had a Golden Sun high school AU back in the past... it never really went anywhere though and I don't remember crap. Ahh, now I want to reminisce about my past Golden Sun fics and fanfic ideas... like that one time I was writing about Jenna stuck in an alternate world and totally entertained the idea of her having sex with-

Reminiscence over~

Should I try Golden Sun 100 again too? ... I actually did do a fic for that, I think? A Savior's Burden? And that was all... I don't know what table or prompt it even was though, lol. I probably wanted to do all the tables too XD Whenever I explore prompt communities and find interesting prompts, I'm just like "Grab ALL the tables!" and saving them in Google Drive. No, I never claim. Neither do I post in prompt communities. I just like collecting prompt tables and using them for inspiration, that's all. Anyway, I only ever post in small fandoms...

I am nuts. Right now, I'm even drinking cava while I have a cough >_> That's because I opened the bottle yesterday and drank half of it... then woke up this morning with a cough. Great timing, self. I just don't want to waste it. T_T

Okay, let's look at these prompt tables then...

Oh, I think the fic I wrote was for Flower, in the Mercury Table. ... I'm not sure why the hell I remember that. >_>

Eh, why not. Let's do this too, yay~ The more fanfiction, the better~ :D

I love writing fanfiction so much <3 One time, I actually entertained the idea of writing original fiction. Pffft, ahahahaha~ Yeah right. >_> Original fiction... just isn't the same. I want to write about the characters and worlds I love. That's all.
kyarorain: (korosensei)
2015-11-25 11:51 am
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Shipping List

I figured, why not go ahead and make one of these as an LJ post?

If anyone actually cares what pairings I like, then here you go~

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